Tied Together With a Smile

Well I've been at school approximately a month...that's fun, right? Hahah :]

Let's be perfectly honest, I already want it to be over. There isn't a class I throughly enjoy. A couple of my profs suck & definitely can't teach. After being so busy with papers, group projects, & engaging profs, reading & filling out a couple study guides just to sit in a lecture isn't my cup of tea. I would take staying up until 3am three of the five school nights doing what I did last semester, over trying to get myself to do the reading & not being thrilled about it this semester. I'm over not feeling like I'm learning anything. School & learning is a passion, hence the education major, but these classes are kinda killing the relationship I had with it.

That's not to say I'm not busy. Quite on the contrary, I have classes, work, Phi Mu events & meetings, appointments, homework, group meetings, hanging out with my friends, getting my portfolio ready to apply to TC...so much is going on in my life. It can be absolutely crazy & not wanting to do my homework is just making it worse. Fail, I know.

This whole cold/ice/winter thing can leave. For real. Cabin fever & going crazy & being cold is something that I would really rather not have to deal with in my life. Hahahaha. It can't be helped right now, but I'm counting down the days until I can get my iced grande non-fat no whip mocha. That day will make my life complete.

Despite all the terrible classes & the cold, I'm looking forward to the future. I'm pledging Phi Mu & couldn't be happier or more excited to start that chapter of my life. Meeting my sisters & sharing in all sorts of memories is something that will make this semester so special to me. Applying & hopefully getting into Teachers' College is another thing I'm looking forward to. Moving toward my dream of becoming an educator is becoming a reality.

This is one of those times where I need to keep my chin, maintain a positive attitude, & remember I am surrounded by some pretty wonderful people. Thanks guys. Really. I don't know what I would do without you.

With a smile, peace & love.
Sincerely,
Abigail.